It started as an empty vow and then it ended up some how to be the way we never wanted it to be. and now as I cry in my head and see what could have been instead I cannot help but hate you for who you are and when you came into my life you never gave me room for air so suffocating i went on to give the love I had to share but every night I die again 'cause you caused me so much pain I can't believe I loved you I can't believe I loved you Too many times you make me scream my life became a waking dream I couldn't be the person you wanted me to be. but even now I'm free of you I cannot be the man I knew because you kept a part of me that used to be free and when you came into my life you never gave me room for air so suffocating i went on to give the love I had to share but every night I die again because you caused my so much pain I can't believe I loved you I can't believe I loved you