Final Resolve

It started as an empty vow
and then it ended up some how   
to be the way we never wanted it to be.
and now as I cry in my head
and see what could have been instead
I cannot help but hate you for who you are

and when you came into my life
you never gave me room for air
so suffocating i went on
to give the love I had to share
but every night I die again
'cause you caused me so much pain
I can't believe I loved you
I can't believe I loved you

Too many times you make me scream
my life became a waking dream
I couldn't be the person you wanted me to be.
but even now I'm free of you
I cannot be the man I knew
because you kept a part of me that used to be free

and when you came into my life
you never gave me room for air
so suffocating i went on
to give the love I had to share
but every night I die again
because you caused my so much pain
I can't believe I loved you
I can't believe I loved you